
Albert Heaton to Jesse and Mars Lucas
April 29, 1830
(The punctuation and spelling are as they appeared
in the original document.)
Exedra, Loudoun County
Virginia
April 29th 1830
I embrace the earliest opportunity with which I am favoured to let
you hear from your Native home, and from your relations and friends.
being far away in a distant country--separated by a vast ocean from
them all and now amoung strangers. I know full well that you will rejoice
and be happy to get any tidings from Old Loudoun County, in which you
were born and in which you lived until that trying time when you took
your leave for Liberia to enjoy that freedom which you could not enjoy
here. Ever since you sailed from Norfolk we have all been very anxious
to hear from you, and have earnestly hoped that you have been blessed
with health and have been contented. We have not yet heard of the brig
Liberia on her voyage but before this time she has landed you we hope
safe on the shores of "that"--country from which your forefathers
were brought to "this country", a land tho' of Liberty yet
for you and your Ancestors you could "not breathe its kindly spirit,
but" you have been permitted (by us who have enjoyed it) to go
to a country where we hope you have already felt what true Liberty is,
- where you can estimate its value, and cherish every blessing if affords.
You have felt and witnessed the degradations of your colour in this
county whether slaves or the free people of Colour, the latter tho they
have no Masters and are free yet--they are only so in name for they
cannot enjoy it here, few indeed of the free black have done well here
& never can--But you have gone to a Country where the No'blest feelings
of Liberty will spring up, and knowing full well the prize you have
won, in going to Liberia, you will I hope secure it to yourselves &
your children, the prize I mean is the prize of Liberty the dearest
right of man, the strongest passion of the soul, you have shewed the
true dignity of man by imigrating to Liberia, separating from parents,
relations and friends in pursuit of your happiness and welfare for yourselves
and your children. Let not grief disturb you, don't let the thoughts
of tenderness to much employ your minds; Think not too much of relations
or acquaintances here, your concern cannot make them more happy or miserable.
It is well to shew feeling and to mourn at the loss of friends, but
to distress yourselves about them over-much is unmanly and you ought
not to do so--You can not forget them and you never should. it--is a
source of great happiness to look back to former days which brings the
recollection of fond parents, relatives and friends. the good feelings
you have had together, the concern you have each had for the happenings
of the other, But to let those thoughts of them destroy your peace of
Mind is cruel to you and your relations, who only wish to know of your
happiness to make them so likewise. Think of yourselves and your family,
and do every thing you can to make yourselves comfortable, prosperous
and happy and in a few short years you may be able to recross the sea
and come and visit them all and give vent to your feelings of joy on
again seeing them--You have both gained a good name in this Country
all voices unite in singing your praise here and I have no doubt that
you will soon let your fellow Liberians know that you deserve one where
you are. You are now your own Masters and it depends greatly on your
own conduct whether you will do well and prosper, Whether you will do
well and be beloved or whether you will abuse your liberty, and drag
out your existence in [sweat] and misery. I believe you will strive
to do well, that you will be industrious and honest and never indulge
in vice, by these means you will be respected and may in a few years
become men of wealth and distinction and will have great careers to
be thankful that your are in Liberia. No Man can expect to do much for
himself or others unless he is industrious, saving and correct and fair
in his conduct. Any man who thinks he will prosper without such qualities
will find his mistakes from bad experience and when it is to late to
make amends. But I think better of you both to believe for a Moment
that you will act so, your ambition I hope is to get a living and prosper
by industrious habits, and an honest and fair conduct, you both have
a good character here, there are none but what speaks well of you and
I trust you will merit and maintain a good character where you are and
for your welfare, your health and happiness you have our best wishes.
Albert Heaton
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